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Hi there. I'm Coleen :) A boring person with a weird personality. I would so like happiness, grab it, steal it, I'd do anything to get it. Don't ask me why I'm like this or that, because I just am. I'd like to face each day with smiles and end it with smiles, but I guess its not possible all the time. I really want Chords of Strength now, so I would jump around in little circles if you were to get it for me :)
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Seriously mom, thanks for rubbing it in.
You told me I've let you down, but do you know I'm disappointed with myself too.
I have no rights to be sad, true, cause I didn't put in enough effort.
But you didn't have to rub it in, really.
And I never thought that you think so little of me.
You were overjoyed the last time, you say.
Well, I was devastated.
I felt that I let you down.
But no, you said you were satisfied.
And that was when I felt useless, literally.
When I moved up, you lowered your expectations even more cause you think I'll be having a hard time since I'm so lazy.
Okay fine, I admit it was hard.
But do you see my efforts?
Like how I jumped from a C to an A?
I guess not.
Come this year, I tried to put in effort for the first half.
Second half, I have to admit my grades fell because I didn't care much about my studies and I had distractions.
And yes its my fault I did not put in enough effort.
But you're telling me you're taking it upon yourself because you did not push me.
Its not your fault, so are you trying to make me feel guilty now?
Then, you're telling me to stay away from her cause you think she's not right yet.
SERIOUSLY, WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN.
I've know her for 5 years, and you barely know her name or how she looks like.
What rights do you have to judge her.
Do you really think I'm that stupid to not know what kind of person she is.
I'm not being led astray, so stfu.
I'm going for kpopnight tomorrow, I hope I'll lose my mind.
